Ranting and Raving

The Death of the Sad Flag

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I have moved on to someone new

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This is the third book in the Luxe series and yet it don't loss my intrest as some have.  There is always somethig left to be found out and things to be said that would make you laugh.  An example is in the begaining of the book at a ball that Mr. Henry Shoonmaker and his new Bride Mrs. Penelope Shoonmaker attended when she asked him if he had dranken to much he replied "I've had alot, but not enoughto make me want to spend the evening with you, my dear." To understand it you have to read the book, but it made me laugh so hard.  Henry has some of the best lines in the book, and his counterpart Dianna Holland has some good come backs for what he says, at one point he says that he doesn't love his wife and she replies, "You certainly have all New York fooled,".

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Do they think that they are the only one's in the room?  There are more than them taking the test and we all want some peace and quite so that we can take the test.  If were were the ones talking people would be mad at us.  Sometimes I just want to scream, but I can't.  I wish people would understand how rude it realy is and stop talking.  At least keep there voices down more than they are. 

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

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You know, sometimes I think that I'm always being tested, How can you have a crush on a guy that you can never get?  How supid do you have to be to let yourself fall for a guy who wants to be a Priest?  I really don't know what to do any more, and I can't talk to him because I really don't want him to know because that would mean another rejection that I really don't know if I can handle.  Rules Suck! 

I think I have a big problem, everyone still believes that I like this guy that I had a crush on for about 10 years, I don't I hate him more than life itself, but I do have a crush on someone else, but he wants to be a Priest and I'm not even sure he knows my name.  I wish that I could talk to him, I wish that he would like me, but you can't force someone and with my luck I would be rejected....again.  I don't know how to deal with this, and what if I never find a guy?  I don't want to be hurt again.  The guy I had a crush on for 10 years slept with two of my friends, and tried to lie about it.  I don't want to deal with that, I can't.

I have the biggest problem with the fact that Cathlic Preist can't get married.  They are human and have feelings too.  I know that its hard to block out feelings so why are they believed that they can?  They are human and I can't even think about why this rule is there.  When my cousin was thinking about becoming a priest the priest he was talking to told him he could have a girl, but no one could know.  That would have caused alot of problems and I feel that if this rule is pulled way then no one will have to deal with this.  We would have more preist and we wouldn't have to worry about everything that we worry about now.